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Archive for March, 2010
My name is not “The-MHR-girl” or “Nlia”. My name is Ailin.
If you’re wondering what is n.LIA, it’s actually my name spelt backwards with an i replaced by the dot.
Now stuck at 3’30″6xx.
Must reach 3’29″xxx by next week.
Fingers crossed.
a. I’m sad.
b. I’m sad x2.
c. I’m sad x3.
d. I lost the match badly 
e. I suck big time
f. I miss Jeffrey
g. I’m only going to use RX-8 from now on.
h. I’m going to be the fastest girl for Fukuoka TA, working hard.
i. I’m going to be awesome – 3’30″2xx by this Friday for Fukuoka.
j. I love Jefferyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 
k. I haven’t touched my MacBook since I bought it last friday.
l. I am lazy to setup WLAN at home 
m. I am still the old Ailin – cannot stand criticisms, cannot stand up for herself, all she does is to cry. I need to spam for this
n. What to do with life?
o. I think I need to change my RX-8 tuning cos it’s too light.
p. I need to relearn my Nagoya TA.
q. I found out that J’s C1 Outward timing was top 5 in Singapore in WMMT3DX (Impressed)
r. I don’t want to see M-H-R collapse
s. My life right is now Maximum Tune orientated.
t. Kelly went crazy when Yide was away at Genting ~~ Love sick eh?
u. I love the new version’s BGMs. Stayy where you are~~~~ 
v. I’ve been slacking around Sengkang very much since last week.
w. My youtube ripper died on me
x. Club V is love <3
y. Kelly and Yide is so sweet.
z. Zhu love Niu <3
First time I’ve ever felt stress over Him.
First time I’ve ever feel like giving up on Him.
First time I’ve ever cried over Him.
First time I’ve ever gonna hate myself for Him.
I’m feeling more and more demoralised day by day. Maybe I shouldn’t had accepted the match. I feel lousy and guilty for bringing all the stress to Kelly and myself. But what to do?
I know it may just be Wangan to you, but it’s OMG Wangan to me.
How am I, with barely half a year of experience, put up a good fight against 2 players with more than a year of experience each? This shouldn’t be an excuse for me to lose, but instead I’m gonna work hard. I appreciate everything you guys are giving up to guide Kelly and I along for this few days, we won’t let you down.
Like what worm said “Win with honour, lose with pride”.
Thanks to Leader Leon, Leader Junwei, Yide, Worm, Bobby, Ankang, Baby and all others who have faith in Kelly and I.
Over the phone with Yide last night.
Yide: Ailin, I have something to ask you.
Me: Huh what?
Yide: Do you know that the earth is round?
Me: (-__-||) Ya.
Awhile later….
Yide: Ailin, I have something to tell you.
Me: What? The Earth is round? I know.
Yide: No.
Me: Then what?
Yide: I am very hungry now.
Then he continues to whine about how hungry he is……..
Yide: Ailin, I have something to tell you.
Me: I know that the earth is round.
Yide: No.
Me: And I know you are hungry.
Yide: No.
Me: Then what?! (Very agitated)
Yide: Do you know that the earth is round and I am very hungry.
That moment, I had a strong urge to slap Yide’s face. Damn.
Went down to Bugis after that thing. Makan and slacked around with =MHD= people while waiting for Leon they all to come. Went back to Bugis TKA and played till quite late. I wanted to head home but Bryan Q and Kelly persuaded me to stay and slack since it’s a friday night.
The whole big group of us then decided to go to Geylang and makan supper. Slack and played Dare and Dare, the whole thing was stupid I swear. Guys became gays, girls became lesbians. Lol.
Had lots of fun last night with Kelly, Yide, Leon, Bryan Q, Bobby, Ankang and Jeffery. <3
Go M-H-R! Official team!!!
As I was on 966 coming back home alone, I had a flashback of the past.
That time, I wasn’t alone. I was with him. He fell asleep beside me. We didn’t talk much on the bus ride.
I alighted at the same bus stop and started walking home. That night, he walked me home. I continue to walk the same path as that night but this time it feels different. The path that I used to walk with him was dark. This time, it feels even darker even with the new sheltered walkway. I miss the times when the shadows cast was of 2 of us instead of just 1 of myself.
Even my shadow feels lonely.
“When I got home, before I said Amen asking God if he could play it again.” - Our Song by Taylor Swift
This week has been an exceptionally boring week. If you’ve been checking out my twitter lately, you should know that I am ultimately shacked since Monday. I’m not going to make much comment regarding what exactly happened. So that those people wouldn’t have chance to say that I’m making up stories or claim that I’m shooting them for whatsoever reasons.
I really hate this kind of problem. I don’t know what I exactly did for them to call me a coward.
To Kelly and Andric. I know it seem that I always try to shun when such things happen. Or rather I always tell you guys to back out from this sort of issues… It’s kind of crappy for you to be going down and hoping to negotiate with them. All I can think of right now is that 90% of the time they will be flaming insults and vulgarities towards you, the remaining 10% of the time probably just trying to defend themselves and pointing faults at you. I see no chance of you guys being able to stand up for yourself in such situation. I know you guys aren’t like me who like to take a step back to just let them call me a coward who doesn’t dare to face them, but think about it, what do you think you’ll gain in the end?
I will be there, since you guys want me to be with ya’ll. I really don’t want things to turn out ugly, I don’t wish to see you guys fight or anything like that.
I’m so looking forward to the new map Fukuoka Urban Expressway! 
